So I’m brushing my hair last night, and I looked in the mirror, and – hey, when did my hair get so long? It was only a month or so ago that I was moaning about how I wanted Pre-Raphaelite locks cascading down my back, and I was all mopy about how it would never happen. Looking over my shoulder into the mirror, I can see I’m mostly there all of a sudden.
My hair is acting in a peculiar fashion. I decided a while ago to put an end to the never-ending cycle of chromatic experiments that I’d been doing for the past couple of years, and to put a seal on it I resolved to henna my hair, which is the kiss of death if you ever want to use chemical colour again. Natural herbal colour and chemical colour don’t mix well at all. (Think of that scene in Anne of Green Gables where her hair turns green, and you’ve pretty much got it.) So I did my research, ordered some brown henna, and did the deed last weekend. Now my hair is more like I remember it: thicker, wavy, even. And, apparently, longer. I cringe when I think about the chemical damage I must have done. Henna is a natural conditioner that’s great for your hair and scalp, and heaven knows I needed help. Maybe my hair is rewarding me.
It’s a beautiful day today – more like what we expect from late June in Montreal. Sunny, a bit humid. I never cease to be amazed at how much of an effect the weather has on my mood.
I taught another class last night. At the end of a workshop I always ask if there was something the students would have liked to seen more of, less of, explained differently. Last night when I asked, all they did was thank me for being clear, concise, unbiased, and dynamic. I even got a round of applause. Not only that, they all decided to come back for my next workshop in two weeks as well. I think I must have hit on something, here. I’m always surprised when people enjoy my workshops – not because I think they’re bad (I work too hard on them for them to be anything but good!), but because I think those attending will be left rather neutral towards me and the material. All I’m doing is giving them information, after all, or guiding them though an exploration process where they discover their own answers. I keep forgetting that while I’ve known this material for a while, they’re all new to it, so it’s two solid hours of discovery and communion with others of like mind, where as individuals they often think they’re alone in their interests. The newness of it all, plus the bonus of meeting others, has to be exciting. I must be facilitating this excitement and discovery is some sort of constructive fashion. As much as I think I’m not a people person, a friend pointed out to me the other day that I care about others, which automatically makes me a people person whether I like it or not. If I didn’t care, I wouldn’t be as approachable. Which makes sense, in an irritating sort of way. The reason people like being with me and seek me out is because I’m a decent human being, even if I’d prefer to be alone a lot of the time. Seems contradictory, but it isn’t. Alas.