Monthly Archives: October 2002

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Yawn. I need a weekend after my weekend. Not that I was rushed; I just went from appointment to appointment to appointment from Friday night all the way to this morning.

I saw my osteopath for the first time in a couple of months today. When I emerged from my warm flat to walk over to the sports clinic, the world was quite dark, and a few cars even had dustings of snow caught in the crevices between windows and frames (that dreaded S-word!). When I left again over an hour later, I could just see a line of pink through the clouds to the south-east, but wow, was I relaxed. We truly don’t understand how our bio-mechanic operating system gets off-kilter and requires more energy to run efficiently until we’ve been tuned up.

I spent Sunday in Kingston at the local COGECO cable TV station, in production meetings and rehearsals for the live True Story of Dracula broadcast the Midnight Players are doing on October 31st. I love the slogan our producer came up with: Radio As You’ve Never Seen It Before! The whole premise of the show is that we’re doing a 1930s broadcast in front of a studio audience. If you’ve ever seen the film Radioland Murders, then you know exactly what we’re trying to reproduce. Radio features used to be performed live in front of an audience: performance theatre with scripts, nominal costuming and sets. For The True Story of Dracula we’re doing the same sort of thing. I’ve done radio shows in studios, radio shows at a mike for recordings, and radio shows with no broadcast at all in front of an audience, but working with cameras and a standing mike is new for me. Watching the rehearsal rushes yesterday, I can see that there’s a whole different dynamic required; a TV camera asks that the actor make eye contact, or at least not have their eyes glued to a script, for visual interest’s sake. This means, of course, that the script has to be pretty much memorised, so you can interact. Which leads me to wonder why we’re even using scripts at all, since if you’re holding a piece of paper with words on it, even if you know those words backwards and forwards, your eyes will instinctively glance downwards and try to capture the phrase, get tangled up in all the lines, and as a result you stumble. Mankind doesn’t trust itself very much; we tend to second-guess ourselves and create more problems than we’d have had if we’d stuck with our first instincts.

It’s going to be a blast, I know. While I’ve worked with cameras before, on films and interviews and such, I’ve never been involved with live broadcasts. I’ve done eighteen years of live theatre, though, so to see the two blended will be fascinating. JDH took some digital photos of the first rehearsal, so when we get those up I’ll link them so you can get an idea of what was happening (now that I’ve figured out my Sympatico storage space!). You’ll just have to imagine the set and costumes that will be there on the 31st. (JDH, by the way, filmed a fantastic mocumentary section on the life and times of our ol’ pal Vlad, looking slightly scruffy and professor-like as he told creepy stories in the basement of a chilly old deserted school. Complete with rather large millipedes and slamming doors, none of which were faked.)

And before the 31st, I have that Hallowe’en party that I need to finish my costume for. Ceri is coming over on Tuesday to help me hem metres and metres of fabric (bless her), and I have an hour of quick stitching for my husband’s costume (which he developed all on his own, and he’s doing the bulk of the work; I swore I’d not do anyone else’s costume again for years, but an hour of donated time on my part is fair, I think); then — ’tis done! I’m going to get even more wear out of it than I expected — I have another party to attend at the beginning of November, which is just fine with me: the more mileage, the better!

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How this happened in such a short time, I truly do not know. I’ve only been watching Buffy: The Vampire Slayer for a year. (In that time however I’ve managed to catch 90% of all the episodes in seasons one through five, half of season six, and I’m up to date on season seven. Woo! I love Space and their reruns!)

I was kicking around, doing that random jump between new blogs selected from links on other people’s pages, and I came across a Buffy Purity Test. (No, I will not give you the link. You really shouldn’t be wasting time on these things. I’ve been so good for so long, and now, all has crumbled to ashes…)

I am, according to this high-tech, scientific evaluation, a Manic Academic Buffy Fanatic. Parts of this profile include “You believe that god made stupid people because there are so many”, and “Rainy days and automatic weapons get you down”, both of which made me laugh a wee bit too hard this morning. The next quiz (they were all on the same page, I have fallen so far) had me closely identifying with Giles, out of all the BTVS characters. What, do my fingers seep “academic” into the keyboard or something?

In addition, I found a wonderful, wonderful Onion A.V. Club article on Is There a God? that asks a slew of entertainer-type people thier opinion on whether or not God exists. The answers range from funny and whacked-out to thoughtful.

I should go do some real work now.

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I can breathe again!

Marc, leaving sinus medication for me at work was sweet, and much appreciated. However, the weather is becoming rather cold at this point, and besides, I think you’ve seen my entire repertoire of short skirts by now…

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When I have money again, I am so buying sinus medication. I’m sick of this.

My husband bought a 6/49 ticket last night. We’ll see what happens. My goodness, I could be a millionairess already, and not know it.

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I promised myself I would work for two hours this morning. Ideally, four would have been nice, but I told myself after the first quarter-hour that two would be the limit. You see…

My back is hurting again. A lot of this has to do with computer work, and two seven-hour drives in the past weekend; I haven’t been back to my osteopath in two months due to this not-working thing (and besides, I felt so much better… so like any other human being I stopped the (admittedly expensive) treatment.) My eyes hurt, and my back hurts, and I have the attention span of a flea. I know I have to get a couple of hours of cello work in this afternoon as well, since we’re doing sectional rehearsals tonight and I’m going to be horribly embarrassed, as I always am, since there are some quite nasty passages that come out of nowhere in the Mendelssohn, and the Handel is a nightmare. I’m seriously considering skipping it, except that we only have seven rehearsals before our December memorial concert. Deliberately missing a rehearsal would be, well, irresponsible. Even though my eyes and my back hurt, and rehearsal will only make them worse.

Ten more minutes to go. Just ten more minutes. Then I’ll stop.

I just feel all grumbly. I want to curl up with a book and a cat, and some Bach. I want to have a heating pad on my back, and a teapot beside me. I want the world to go away.

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I had a vaguely disappointing book club meeting last night. Nothing I could really put my finger on; it�s just that we�ve been trying to do this book for two years, and I somehow expected more. Perhaps I was missing a more Joseph Campbell-esque discussion, as Paze suggested on the way home. Mythago Wood is so rich in the concept of myth and man�s mind that there exist weeks of discussion material tucked away in it, and instead we talked abut how the wood functioned. Ironically, we illustrated one of the very issues we were arguing about: the scientific, rational, logical modern mind attempting to explain things, as opposed to the mythological mind, which feels, plain and simple, and creates meaning out of emotion and instinct. Myth is story, pure and simple; story, and theme, and archetype. Science may just be another myth man has created to explain the world around him, but at least we might have discussed that as myth-making rather than attempting to pin down the mechanics of the fantastic element that enables the story to exist in the first place. Do you try to explain how Aslan is resurrected in the Chronicles of Narnia � or, say, how Christ �rose from the dead� (to side-step into another mythology)? Do you try to explain how you can go through a wardrobe made of Narnian wood in our world, and end up in Narnia itself? Explaining how the magic works may satisfy our panicked twenty-first century minds, using rational parameters to truss the poor thing up so it can�t move and we can label it with a neat toe-tag� but in the long run, why do it? The very wildness and inexplicability of it all is part of the attraction. There�s a reason why the concept of magic still exists in our contemporary mythos.

Bah. I am so grumpy this morning, goodness me. I should go re-read The Power of Myth. Perhaps that would help.