Monthly Archives: September 2006

Back In The Swing of Orchestra

It was nice to end the day on such a good note. No pun intended.

It felt great to walk into the auditorium and set up, to say hi to people, to catch up a bit. I’m sitting second chair this season (whee!), trading off with another woman concert by concert. For the first performance, we’re playing Beethoven’s Eighth, some Rubenstein, more Brahms Hungarian Dances, the Skaters’ Waltz (I get to play the bass line for this one), and a Schubert overture. As usual, we sight read it all; not quite as usual, I managed to hang on through it all, except during the stupidly easy long runs where I always lose it because I look ahead (the way one does while sight reading) and then lose my place because all the notes look the same. (I’m going to enlarge most of my music this time.That will probably help.)

I noticed that band has really helped me be more confident about where my fingers are on the fingerboard when I change positions. I can’t get away with lazy basic fingering at band the way I can at orchestra because I’m totally exposed, so in order to get the best sound possible I have to use alternate fingering. Last night I found myself automatically using alternate fingering while sight reading. I’m much more confident about jumping into higher positions too (which are technically lower in relation to the floor, but produce a higher sound because they shorten the string). I also discovered that using the heaviest bow I have is great for band, but kills me at orchestra. I’m going to have to remember to switch the bows every time I go to a different rehearsal. Actually, I may just leave my heavy bow at the studio, because I can use my lighter bow at home when working on band stuff as I’m working on technique, not volume.

All in all I was very pleased with how I did after two months off. After all, I’ve been playing Metallica and The Tragically Hip all summer. I think I played some Bach twice.

I called HRH at break to see how the finale of Supernova was going. He told me it was already over and that Lukas had won, which stunned me; I hadn’t expected that at all. But hurrah! They’ll have to add more Canadian tour dates now.

I was very pleased to get a sheet outlining the rehearsal schedule along with my pile of new music. We already have not one but two confirmed concerts this fall. The first one is in mid-November (the date may have to be altered, so it’ll be either the 18th or the 19th of November.). The second is on Saturday December 16, and as I found out at the end of the rehearsal — this is where the night officially made up for the stress of the day — we’re doing The Messiah, with choir.

Eeeeeee!

So when I got home I pulled out my full Messiah score and really looked at the bass parts. The copy I have has the three higher string lines and figured bass for keyboard (organ, ideally) but I can see what should be played by which bass instrument. They’re kind of eep, so this is going to take a lot of work for me. But hey — The Messiah! You’re all coming, right? Of course you are.

I’ve missed orchestra; I started missing it around the beginning of August. It’s good to be back.

ESTC Grr

You know what’s frustrating? Everything could go into Chapter One of this darn book.

While working on expanding things in Chapter One, I keep mentioning things or exercises that connect to exercises and rituals in later chapters, and I just know that at some point someone’s going to suggest moving the connected material into the first chapter to make things more linear. It’s occured to me, but if we do, it’s going to be the Longest Chapter Ever.

Fifteen more minutes before I have to leave. Let’s see how many words we can throw at this MS that will stick.

Later: 387 words; better than nothing. Which brings us to 25,560.

So Much For Working

Shots Fired At Dawson College.

I’ve been pacing since I heard at one o’clock. Someone very special to me has to have been evacuated from that area, and I’m praying as hard as I can for her and for everyone else. It’s the not knowing that has me in knots, and the sympathy I feel for every parent who’s trying to locate their child right now.

I’m not going to get any writing done today now. I might as well go make myself a cup of cocoa and curl up under the afghan, maybe try to do some book-based research instead.

Later: She’s fine. And one gunman’s been neutralised. Let’s hope that’s all there is.

Move Along

There is no soda in the house.

Naturally, I’m craving soda.

If I take the time out to walk down to the dep and get some, I’ll lose about forty-five minutes. And I have to knock off early today because I have to pick the boy up right at five instead of five-thirty. (It’s the first orchestra rehearsal of the season tonight, you know.)

But if I go to the dep, there could also be chocolate.

This is my subconscious trying to avoid work, I know it is.

I’ll have cranberry juice instead. And cheese and crackers.

It won’t be the same.

New Toys — er, Work Supplies

I have a new mouse (a tiny little one which is great but takes getting used to), a new flash drive for work backups (because the other one vanished — this one is bright red, to make it harder to lose), a pretty new mousepad (unnecessary because the mouse is optical, but I don’t like the feel of a mouse skittering over varnished wood) and new ink cartridges for the fountain pen I found in my travel pencil case.

Maybe I should have bought a new keyboard as well, because this one appears to be freaking out, dropping chunks of words and repeating other letters, inserting spaces where letters should be and behaving in general as if it has been possessed. To paraphrase Blade, hardware that does not behave gets “resolved”. I’m going to go grab the cord keyboard from HRH’s desk downstairs again. And I might as well toss a load of laundry in while I’m down there.

Fifteen Months Old!

How did Liam get to be fifteen months old? Well, I know how he got here literally — it’s called time, and it has this interesting aging effect — but figuratively, there’s been such a stunning amount of growth and development that it seems as if it can’t possibly fit into a year and a quarter.

He’s walking everywhere. He’s even working on running. He stands for ages, just looking around. The only time Liam crawls is if he’s already on the floor and what he wants is a couple of feet away. He really needs to work on the getting up on his feet from sitting, though; at the moment he pulls himself up on pant legs, tables, chairs, cupboards, or whatever’s close. He’s awesome at bending down to pick things up, though, and crouching down and then getting back up.

Liam doesn’t shut up. He’s got lots to say, and he says it. Then again, there are times when you’d expect him to babble on and he’s completely silent, not that it usually lasts long. It’s funny to hear him babble away and to recognise a word here and there — blah blah blah blah cat blah blah car blah blah blah Mama blah blah blah blah duck. Blah? Hat. Blah blah book blah. It really makes you wonder what he thinks he’s saying, because he’s got a whole range of facial expressions to go along with the conversation.

Rice Krispies and milk are now his favourite breakfast. He likes to pick up the bowl, tip it towards him, and drink the milk at the end. Sometimes he tries to do this mid-bowl, and ends up with Rice Krispies all over his face. He finds this amusing. He’s tried to do this once or twice with a plate of dinner and ended up with macaroni and cheese all over his lap, which is not as amusing. There are days when he picks all the broccoli out of his dinner to eat it first, and days where he picks it out to lay it carefully on his tray so that he can eat the rest of his dinner without it. Tomorrow, we try raisins as snacks. Raisin Bran didn’t go over so well for breakfast, but if he likes raisins alone he may be okay with the cereal dry as a snack with extra raisins mixed in. Some days he eats like a small horse, other days he has a couple of bites of each meal and is done. He’s definitely developed the toddler appetite.

He has learned how to splash correctly in the bath. Correctly is, of course, with open hands in order to create as much of a water spray as possible. He giggles like a loon while he does it. Liam giggles like a loon at lot of the time, actually. It seems to be his default sound. It’s a riot to see him wander down the hall, a little wooden car in each hand, elbows bent so the cars are up around shoulder level, as he goes “heh heh, heh heh heh, heh heh heh heh”. Actually, he has two default sounds: the loony giggle and the “vvvvvvvvvv” sound that he uses when he pushes cars or trains around, which is a lot of the time. He makes his car sound even if he’s just wandering around with a car in his hand. He loves his wooden cars and engines, loves them to bits; he holds them up for me to kiss them sometimes, and he holds them in the palm of his hand and strokes them gently. He also loves his Little People fire truck and school bus. He lifts them up on to the chesterfield so that he can play with them next to people sitting there. And he gets so excited about books. He brings them to everyone, partly to show them, partly so they can be happy too, partly so they can turn pages and “read” it to him, although he can do that perfectly well on his own and will go ahead and do it if you take too long. One of the best ideas we ever had for the car trip was to bring books with us.

Liam is developing an appreciation for the ludicrous. If you put a basket upside-down on your head like a hat and look at him, he’ll look back at you with a half-smile to see if you’re serious. Then he’ll chortle and chortle, because hey, you’re sitting there with a basket on your head, and it’s silly, because that’s not where baskets go. Lately he’s started doing ludicrous things to see what our reaction is, like holding a sippy cup on top of his own head, or putting one of his engines in a snack dish of Cheerios. He’ll watch to see if we look, and then he’ll laugh that loony laugh, because it’s silly. And then we laugh too, because that loony giggle is so infectious.

He’s learned to stand on toys to be taller and touch things just out of reach. And he can climb up on to the chesterfield if he gets the angle just right, without a toy to give him a step up. We got him a little table and chairs, and they’re a bit big for him yet. But he knows the table is his play table, and he drives his cars on it. His toys are in baskets under it. He threw the chairs around a bit, so we put them away. They hurt when he knocked them over onto our feet, so we could just imagine what they felt like when he dropped them on his own. Plus they were rather loud when they tipped over.

Twelve teeth. Twelve. He likes to brush them. Or, more accurately, he likes to chew on the brush because it feels funny. He wears size 18-24 months, fits 2x tops, around size 4.5 shoes, and can put his arms into the sleeves of his cardigan if you hold it for him.

When we’re out shopping Liam will point over our shoulders and say “car”, and we’ll reflexively start telling him that there’s no car there before one of us takes a closer look and sees a wheel embroidered on the corner of a towel, a picture of a racing car on a poster across the store, a motorcycle on someone’s t-shirt. We’re learning to see things from his point of view, and not to make assumptions about our surroundings. Everything is new, everything is exciting. Liam is so intense. He throws himself into life with such enthusiasm that it’s no wonder he gets cranky if he hasn’t napped enough. He’s such a terrific kid.