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Bits and Bobs

Forty-ish pages left to go on this tech read. I’m pretty relaxed when it comes to doing tech reads on others’ books — after all, so much is subjective in the realm of alternative spirituality — but still, there are things I read that make me scratch my head. It’s usually a result of the author thinking one thing and the phrasing indicating something different, which isn’t immediately obvious to the person writing because they know what they meant. Been there, so understand that.

I updated Firefox this afternoon and consequently lost the ability to view a bunch of web pages. I allowed this to lurk in the background of my mind as I collected the boy from daycare and by the time he was eating dinner the common element between them all had become clear. I sat down and clicked through the Options until I found the Java and Javascript radio buttons, clicked them on, and all’s well again.

Also, I have discovered BitTorrent.

Liam had his first bubble bath last night. Hilarity ensued as he repeatedly ducked the ducks under the bubbles then let them go, giggling as they rose from the depths. Splashing is also more fun in a bubble bath, because he can’t see exactly where the surface of the water is.

I’ve been remarkably cold these past couple of days. I’d forgotten how damp and chilly my office gets in fall and winter. I have to remember to wear slippers and have a cardigan handy. I may find a small rug for under the desk itself; that would help too.

We watched the first episode of the second season of BSG a couple of nights ago (yes, we are way, waaay behind; no cable, remember?). Blade lent us the entire second season on DVD, so I think we’ll be watching another episode tonight.

We lost a fish today. She somehow got her tail stuck in the intake for the filter, and we surmise that while wriggling desperately to get herself out she managed to kind of crush her back end and wedge herself in more firmly. ‘Twas a goodly fish, though dumb (hello, goldfish?), and we will replace her this weekend. Most likely with two fish, because three seems to be a good number for Liam’s tank.

That is all for now.

Sixteen Months Old

Every day, Liam is more of a person, and less of a baby. It’s fascinating to watch his personality and temperament forming moment by moment.

I think what blows my mind more than anything else is his comprehension of language. When we’re looking at a book, even one he’s never seen before, if I ask him where the ball is, or the bear, or the dog, or the rabbit, he points to them right away. I can ask him “Where’s your milk?” and he’ll think for a moment, then go into another room and start looking for his cup. And then, he’ll bring it back to me. This simply astounds me, in a very-cooled-out sort of way, because I can see him listen to my words, process them, then apply them. What’s even more incredible is if I ask him “Where’s the bunny?”, for example, he’ll turn away from the picture book to go find a toy rabbit or a different book with a picture of a bunny and bring it to me. He’s thinking outside the box already.

His use of language is fun, too. He can crow like a rooster (very quietly, and at the oddest times), say “moo” when he sees a picture of a cow, and say “meow” sometimes when he sees a cat. He says “quack” when asked what ducks say. He came home from daycare at the beginning of the month and kept saying “Boo, boo, boo” to me among his gabble. HRH told me later that his caregiver got a new rabbit that day whose name is BooBoo. He can say “shoe” and “socks”, although he often switches them around when identifying them, as evidenced by rummaging through his sock drawer last week saying “shoe, shoe”. He says “peekaboo” sometimes, which kills me because it’s always paired with that very cute kind of sly sideways look around whatever he’s hiding behind. He says “cracker” very clearly and frequently, and “cheese” a lot too, which isn’t surprising considering that these are two of his favourite snacks. He’ll ask for “cup” too, if he’s thirsty, and point to his cup and say “juice” or “milk”, depending on what’s in it. (Parental problem: unless you’re paying attention, “cup” and “cat” and “car” all sort of sound alike and even “cracker” can sound like “car-car” sometimes. If you’re not in the Liam groove then he can get quite frustrated with you when you don’t get it, which is understandable seeing as how he’s being perfectly clear in his own mind, and pretty clear pronunciation-wise too.)

He points at squirrels and says the word very clearly, so clearly that he startled me when we were playing in the park this weekend. We picked up The Little Mermaid on DVD when it came out last week, and he hunts it out on our DVD shelf and brings it to us to watch. He spends a lot of time pointing at it and saying “fish!”, but he also seems to really like the ship scenes. (Yes, he’s HRH’s son, though and through.) Thomas the Tank Engine and any train are “Tss”, and he’s starting to whisper “choo, choo” to himself when he sees one. If I sing the Bob the Builder theme song while I’m making his lunch, he’ll go find the Bob DVD. If I start reciting a picture book from memory (which happens a lot, because, let’s face it, if I read something twice I’ve memorized it), he’ll go find the book and bring it to me. And every time he does it I’m stunned all over again and hug him, overwhelmed with love and amazement at how his mind is developing and how his concept of the world is solidifying. I do these things without thinking; he takes them and soars.

Speaking of books, he’s a book fiend. From his bedroom bookcase Go, Dog, Go! is his favourite these days because hey, it has dogs and cars, and the only way it could possibly be cooler is if it had trucks and cats as well. It’s closely followed by The B Book and Bears on Wheels, both of which set my teeth on edge because I loathe the Berenstain books. I hide them every once in a while when I’m sick of them, and it’s truly a case of out of sight, out of mind. From his bookshelf in the living room his favourites are The Velveteen Rabbit board book and Mouse Paint, and of course his two truck books. He’s been really good with his paper-page books in general until a couple of days ago when he bit into a page and ripped a part of it out with great determination. He’s been revving pretty high lately, so I’ve tactfully tucked his books with paper pages away for the moment.

He’s so steady on his feet now. Liam walks, runs, bends down to pick things up and straightens again without falling over. He climbs up on the couch and sits there with a book in his hands. He crouches for long periods of time looking at something on the ground. He’s sleeping well again, too, usually around twelve hours a night. And he’s definitely trying to turn his two naps into one mid-day nap, but he’s having trouble with it because his body still wants to rest mid-morning. As long as he has something to keep him busy and distracted, he can make it to lunchtime. Sometimes he’ll sleep first then eat, other times he’ll eat his lunch with his eyes fluttering shut and then go down for a nap. And if the nap isn’t long enough he’s darned cranky by four-thirtyish, which results in an early dinner and bed for him.

He’s big on giving hugs and kisses these days. I want this stage to last for ages and ages.

Liam eats pretty much anything, unless he’s not in the mood for it at that particular moment. He loves raisins, and now chews them more than he first did. I can give him a grilled cheese sandwich cut into quarters, and he’ll eat each quarter in bites, so I don’t have to tear it up any more. He’ll eat pasta or rice any time. The only things we’re holding back on are shellfish and nuts, until his body’s stronger in case he’s sensitive to them. He prefers holding whole apples and taking little bites out of them to eating apple slices, and he loves the concept of corn on the cob. And whatever he’s eating, he’ll hold out to share with us. He was loving his farm-fresh apple so much the other day that not only did he try to share it with me with an encouraging smile on his face, he kept nudging Maggie’s nose with it, wanting her to enjoy it as well. (Maggie, of course, sniffed it, as she does with anything you try to give her, but didn’t deign to taste it. More for us, I say.) He finished his Cheerios at breakfast the other day, drank the rest of the milk in the bowl, then looked at HRH and said, “All gone.” Then he said it to me when he finished his nighttime milk on Monday. I love how he’s understanding the concepts of more and gone. Now if he could just encompass soon and later, I’d be happy.

We moved his car seat to the center of the back seat, and he’s so much happier because he can see better. He can also see us, which I know makes a huge difference to him. He travels long-distance as well as we do now, which is to say that he’s good for a while then gets absolutely fed up with being in the car. He’s the only one who can get away with whining about it, but he’s saying exactly what we feel like saying ourselves. And we finally found footwear we can get on his feet! So he now has a pair of winter boots now, as well as three adorable little plaid button-down shirts to wear over t-shirts this fall. His feet are somewhere around size 6; he’s wearing 2x tops (for the torso length more than anything else); and his pants are anywhere between 18-24 mos, depending on how they’re made.

It was such glorious weather this past weekend that we took him out for the last ice cream of the season, and I got a dip cone. Once I’d bitten some of the chocolate coating off I offered him a bit of the soft-serve ice cream on a spoon, but he wanted to eat it the way I was eating it. He thrust his shoulders back and moved his chin forward, opened his mouth wide, and put his tongue out a little, then lowered his whole face forward into the ice cream. Then he kind of closed his mouth a bit and backed away, licking his lips. He was hilarious, and I wish I’d had the camera with me. Then he ran around the sunny park for a while, pointing out the squirrels and the seagulls, playing in the leaves, and sliding down the slide, every once in a while running back to me for more ice cream. It was such a perfect autumn day that I wish we could have bottled it to cheer us up in the middle of the coming winter. I always want to remember that half-hour: the sun, the smell of the leaves, the smile on Liam’s face as he ran around, the taste of the chocolate on the edges of my tongue and the feel of the wafer cone under my fingers, the laugh he laughed every time he got to the bottom of the slide, his incredulous grin as he paused in his darting headlong toddler motion to watch a sea gull walk up and stand seven feet away from him, the sound of his feet in the leaves, and the feeling of peace and contentment in my soul.

Liam Update

Today Liam had his 15-month appointment and got his 12-month shots (don’t ask). He weighs in at 26 lbs (both he and I think he really weighs more than that), his brains measure 47 cm, and he’s 31 3/4 inches tall. (Don’t you just love being Canadian, and switching back and forth between Metric and US Imperial systems of measurement?)

He took his four shots bravely although with the expected tears of outrage and bewilderment, snuggling into me limply afterwards with wet lashes. And despite my doctor’s concerns about being negatively associated with needles now that he’s older, he said “doctor” brightly to her afterwards, and “bye” when we left. Poor kid — we waited over an hour to get in, the appointment was half an hour long, and then we waited another ten minutes to make sure there were no adverse reactions to the shots and for the receptionist to be free so that we could make an appointment for January. He’d slept dreadfully this morning and I had to wake him up early from his afternoon nap to get him to the doctor, so he zoned out on the way home in the car and is now napping. It’s late for a nap, but I couldn’t make him stay up another hour and then expect him to eat dinner. We’ll just have a slightly later supper and bath. Maybe HRH will even be home before Liam goes to bed.

While we were playing with the toys in the waiting area, Liam put wooden discs with narrow holes on a series of thin wooden posts. I’d never seen him do anything that fine-motor skilled with such precision before. He also wandered up and down the long, long echoing corridor off which the offices open, and had his first drink from a water fountain. He entertained a very sick little boy who was waiting to see the doctor too, without actual contact, which was very nice of him. They talked their one-word phrases at one another, and smiled a lot.

No one said anything about the ugly bruises on his face. Not even about the especially ugly goose-egg welt on the left side of his forehead where he threw himself into the bookcase this morning. Typical 16-month-old; good thing he bounces.

ESTC Update

Total word count, ESTC: 38,527
Total words today: 1,095

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
38,527 / 50,000
(77.1%)

Gods bless HRH for attempting to keep a very unhappy Liam occupied today so that I could get something done. I may have come in below my ideal daily quota, but I’m past this week’s goal, and a lot of today was taken up with mythology research, too.

And now, Scarlet and Blade (who are home from their Thanksgiving weekend trip to see family) are opening a bottle of Kittling Ridge icewine/brandy blend upstairs, and I can hear it calling my name.

More Thanksgiving Goodness

Liam learned a new word today: corn. Some words he picks up so quickly, and applies them with such immediacy that it makes my head spin.

He was a big fan of it, both raw and cooked. It made for a nice, positive part of an otherwise very unhappy day for him, poor kid. Everything seemed to go wrong for him. Even when we couldn’t tell how it had gone wrong, he made sure to let us know he was unhappy about whatever it was. He didn’t want to eat, or drink, or lie down, or snuggle, or play, or read, or anything we suggested. And inevitably, when he decided on something to do, we had to stop him because it was going to either hurt him (and the number of really bad bruises on the left side of his face already point to what a klutz he’s been these past two days) or something else (like the cello, for example, because one does not pull up on the bridge, or hit the instrument with the bow, or attempt to pull the points of the f-holes out with bare hands).

Corn on the cob makes everything happy, though, even if it’s just for a little while. And although I put him down wide awake, he seems to have been content to quietly read his books to Bun-Bun (the toy formerly known as Presto, AKA the Magic Rabbit; Liam calls him Bun-Bun and that’s good enough for us) and fall asleep on his own.

Brick Walls

As if the last two weeks have not possibly sucked enough, today HRH woke up extremely ill and incoherent and spent the majority of the day in bed. I myself am remarkably weary of being sick; this cold is dragging on and on. Then this afternoon, when Liam and I reached the doctor’s office for his 15 mos appointment (which had been rescheduled three times already), we discovered that the doctor had been called out moments before on an emergency and the rest of the day’s appointments were cancelled. We rescheduled for next Tuesday, the only time the receptionist could give me.

Next Tuesday is, of course, one of the days I had to add to Liam’s daycare schedule because of the amount of work I have to do. So I lose one work day there. I’ve lost this Friday as a work day as well, as Liam’s grandma is out of town. And I have no idea what’s happening on Monday; I’m assuming Liam’s caregiver is not receiving, what with the statutory holiday and all. That makes for a total loss of three days, which is a week’s worth of work for me.

Is everything in the sky moving backwards or something?

When I went to draw a Tarot card last night, I saw that the last one I’d pulled around ten days ago was the Ten of Swords, the Yes, it really is that bad card. I should have known. But the Ten of Swords, while being not a great card initially, also encompasses the whole ending-is-a-beginning concept. So I’m watching for things to turn around and look up. I drew the Seven of Wands today, which suggests being successful in competently implementing what I want to implement (the specifics of which remain nebulous at the moment, but which generally include getting work done, and done well, and being on top of all the stuff I have to handle, and being not-stressed, and happy again).

So there. Yes. Tired of the bad and the crap and the sick. Ready for better things.