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ESTC Update

Total word count, ESTC: 29,003
Total words today: 3,443

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29,003 / 50,000
(58.0%)

Four and a half pages on miscarriage, two and a half on bed rest, two on infant hospitalization, five on a ritual to help spiritually and emotionally release a failed pregnancy. And you wonder why I was avoiding the chapter on grief? Soon I get to write a requiem ritual. The fun never stops.

Part of me wants to write another sixty words to hit 3,500 today, but I’ve spent the last forty-five minutes saying, “I’ll just write X more words to hit this nifty close round number” over and over. My back hurts, and there’s the boy to go fetch. And hmm, I’m hungry.

Today’s amusing typos: Germanium essential oil helps soothe stress. (That’s likely to amuse the original membership of the Nebula Book Club.) And then there was the right to greve, which is probably only funny if you live in a francophone city where various unions go on strike regularly.

Baby Hurricane!

We had a lovely time with Arthur and Curtana yesterday. Liam was a little reserved at first when Arthur arrived and dove straight into the toys, but by lunchtime they were passing food back and forth.

Together they managed to go through the house like a miniature tag-team hurricane, pulling every single toy out and most of the books down from the shelves. I’ve never seen every toy on the floor before. It’s rather frightening. Liam doesn’t have a lot of toys, but the toys he does have are sets of things — two sets of blocks, two sets of balls, stacking cups, two Fisher Price vehicles with their attending Little People — so when they’re all out of their storage they spread out. Plus there were the stuffed animals that we keep trying to stop people from giving to us. (Actually, people have generally listened to our plea for no stuffies, but Liam keeps adding some of my stuffed animals to his, like my fox and my Eeyore and my puffin, so his collection is expanding and mine is shrinking.)

In general, Liam only has three or four things out at a time. But all in all, two small baskets and two shelves in the living room made a scary tempest of toys. Time to go through those two little baskets and condense them into one, I think, and get rid of the toys he played with when he was younger and doesn’t really play with any more.

At some point I’d like to actually talk to Curtana in a grown-up fashion — about the things she’s studied, what she’s worked on, gaming and reading and so forth — but I was absolutely dead by the time they arrived yesterday, thanks to washing the kitchen floor three times in a row (once because it was kind of sticky, once because Liam had managed to snag the tea cosy and pull it down… along with the teapot full of cold tea inside it, and once because he managed to knock a kitchen chair into the cats’ water and food dishes and spilled them everywhere), and I was fascinated by how the two boys played in different ways, and interacted. The teaming up to trap the cat in the bedroom, beaming at her from either side of the bed, was particularly amusing.

I’ve got a lot of work to do today to cover what didn’t get done on Wednesday. I’m at an odd point with this MS: I’ve got about sixty percent down in each chapter (yes, yes, except for Chapter Two, that gets done last; and the chapter about dealing with grief, which I don’t particularly want to deal with myself so I keep skipping over the two pages of it that exist), and now I have to try to see what isn’t there yet and ought to be. Unlike the spellcraft book, when I wake up in the morning I don’t already have an idea of what topic I want to work on that day, so when I sit down to work I scan through the file to see what catches my interest. There have been an awful lot of days recently where nothing does. Not because it’s uninteresting, simply because I don’t actively feel like working on the topics in this book just now. (I secretly want to be writing a Regency comedy of manners. No plot, no clearly defined characters, and certainly no time. It’s simply what I want to be writing for some reason.)

I may just roll a d10 and work on the chapter whose number randomly comes up.

ESTC Grr

You know what’s frustrating? Everything could go into Chapter One of this darn book.

While working on expanding things in Chapter One, I keep mentioning things or exercises that connect to exercises and rituals in later chapters, and I just know that at some point someone’s going to suggest moving the connected material into the first chapter to make things more linear. It’s occured to me, but if we do, it’s going to be the Longest Chapter Ever.

Fifteen more minutes before I have to leave. Let’s see how many words we can throw at this MS that will stick.

Later: 387 words; better than nothing. Which brings us to 25,560.

ESTC Update — Halfway There!

Total word count, ESTC: 25,173
Total words today: 1,569

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25,173 / 50,000
(50.3%)

I blew past this coming Friday’s goal of being at 24,500 words. This is a good thing because Liam won’t be going to daycare next week, as Prospero’s Daughter is out of town. If I can pull off 3K more this week I’ll officially be a whole week ahead of schedule, instead of the half-week I’ve been doing thus far.

The Weekend

The signing was uneventful; not bad but not really classifiable as good, either. There was going to be mead served by the store to celebrate, which was a lovely idea, but when the bottles were opened the contents unfortunately proved to be undrinkable. I appreciated the thought, though.

There were about a dozen people who stopped by so that I could finally sign their books, and/or to congratulate me. I’m told the books sold lots during the day, but by the time of the signing the crowds had vanished, leaving the store remarkably empty. Thanks go out to Sandman7 and Talyesin, who were waiting for me when I got there and whose moral support was invaluable, otherwise I probably just would have turned around and gone home. Which would have been a pity, really, because Jteethy and Pasley and t! and Jan and Mousme all showed up later too, and of course HRH and Liam made an appearance. As the only one I was expecting was HRH, the presence of friends made me feel nice and warm inside. The staff were wonderful and supportive, too.

There’s something about the month of September that I simply love. Maybe it’s that particular quality of golden light. Maybe it’s the crisper evenings, or the need for a light cardigan during the day. Whatever it is, I feel more relaxed and happy throughout this month than during any other month. We took the light coverlet off the bed yesterday and put on the fluffy, snuggly eiderdown quilt, buttoned into the denim duvet. And we did it just in time, too, because the temperature went down to a brisk eight degrees last night. We also took the air conditioner out of the kitchen window, so the kitchen has full light again, which really makes a difference in the morning.

Friday night Blade came downstairs, and spent more time unscrewing the dozen finicky little screws holding the two halves of the router together than unplugging the fan. We were so tired that the actual microsecond of unplugging it was remarkably funny in contrast to the lengthy lead-up, leading HRH to peek into the office because we were laughing so hard. It was a very small fan to be producing the huge threatening rattle that it had been. Now my router is silent and stealthy, because it has no moving parts. While Blade worked on that, I opened up the tower casing and turned it so I could see the motherboard. “See that?” said Blade, pointing to the RAM with the screwdriver. “Take it out.” I did. “Now plug the new one in.” I did. It was being a bit stubborn about snapping in, so Blade gave it a extra push, and there it was, installed. I closed up the case and started the computer, and I had a functional system that didn’t get nervous when I opened more than two programs simultaneously. I know more about the innards of computers than I give myself credit for knowing. “Next time you want a new computer,” said Blade, “I’m just going to throw a bunch of computer components and a screwdriver into a room with you, and close the door. When you come out with the computer, you’ll get a prize.” I just like having Blade around so that if I try to do the wrong thing, he’ll stop me.

Right. To work.