Witches Weekly June 18, 2004: Your Spirituality

1. Do you feel that you are active in your spirituality?

Yes. I’m a teacher of comparative religion, an author of articles and now a book on various aspects of the Neo-Pagan path, an editor of a New Age series of books, the consultant and specialist for a New Age imprint, and a priestess. I’d have to say that my spirituality is a major part of my life. I facilitate other people’s spiritual journeys, and I am constantly seeking ways to evolve my own.

2. What do you consider to be the most tedious task in your path?

Erm. If I say teaching, will all of my readers who are also my students give me a moment to explain myself?

I love teaching. I love the dynamic dialogue that is created between student and teacher, and the discoveries made on both sides. I do not, however, enjoy the feeling of us-vs-them that often arises, or the frustration that comes from a class not having prepared what I’ve asked them to prepare, or not having paid attention to something I have repeated over and over. It’s particularly frustrating because I teach adults, who theoretically are old enough and responsible enough to act appropriately, some of whom have children and who ought to be even more aware of the problem.

I also hate teaching when students make me feel guilty for not teaching them what they think they should know. Other teachers probably understand this as well. My classes are set out in a particular way for certain reasons. I have a couple of students who always thank me for my time and my energy before they leave. It was odd at first, but I’ve come to appreciate it so much. Even if the class wasn’t necessarily on a topic which personally interests them, they still let me know that they appreciate the time I put in to researching and teaching it. I don’t enjoy being blamed for a student not hearing what they wanted to hear in a class. They learned something, after all. And in a spiritual or religious environment, the material and information usually has to sit and mature and ripen before it has any effect. I understand the impatience of a spiritual student – I’m still one myself, after all – but sometimes my temper gets a bit short. No, I can’t hand you the mysteries of the universe on a silver platter, because (a) possessing them isn’t the point, it’s learning them yourself; (b) this may come as a shock to you, but I don’t know them all; and (c) my mysteries are not your mysteries.

3. What is your most enjoyable part of your spirituality?

Easy: research. (Quick — to the Batcave!)

I love, love, love to read and think and work things out. I love seeing how other people perceive aspects of their spirituality. I like making connections between different religions. The more I research, the better I understand the concept of an individual expressing spirituality, thanks to the ever-increasing body of lore I build up.

I must say that very close to my love of research is my love of talking to the Divine, and being free to envision that Divine however I choose. But then, I also consider research and making connections talking to the Divine, where the Divine allows information to be passed on to me so that I may consider it and further reinforce/modify/develop my view of the world and of God/dess, so perhaps this ought to have been listed first…